I found osu! at school. In elementary I saw people playing the DS version, and in high school I saw it on the library PCs. Eventually I hopped on and started playing myself.
I used to be “fuzzybubble” online, then a random shower thought gave me a cooler name and it stuck.
I used osu! as a cope game to channel stress, and I played a lot once I started to improve.
After I got unbanned, I streamed every osu! session so there would never be any doubt again. I had no Twitter, Discord, or Twitch before that.
I started enjoying playing live as people slowly showed up. Pro play was always #1 — content was #2 — but recognition pushed me to improve.
I built a community and friend group I see as lifelong — that’s an achievement I’m proud of.
The post-ban stigma followed me for a long time. Groups hate-raided my stream and Discord; it faded over time, but it was rough.
I had big performance swings. When I played badly, I felt like it reflected on me and my stream. It took time to learn bad gameplay ≠ bad content.
I still love osu!, but I don’t grind it like before. I’m focusing on streaming, content, and my brand. My community and friendships are my biggest achievement.
I want to travel, meet people, support LANs and events, and offer whatever wisdom I can. My competitive fire will probably come back, but it won’t be everything.
My plan is to keep streaming long-term and keep building a happy place — even as I move a little away from osu!. It’s a new chapter, and I’m excited.
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